This month means Sarah would have been
9 months old. There’s that stupid would have again. Those 9 months means that I
am passing the point where she has been dead longer than she was alive.
I am feeling so distant from her.
It’s been a lifetime since I felt her steady, strong kicks in my belly; since I
saw her tiny, beating heart on the ultrasound; since I got to smell her sweet, soft skin; since I got to kiss
her lips and fingers and forehead. It’s been a lifetime since I had to walk out
of that hospital, leaving my precious daughter behind.
This is going to be a hard month
to get through.
I am just so tired of hurting.
2 comments:
I love you so much Kate! You continue to be in my prayers!!
Praying for you Kate during this hard mile marker. Life just doesn't seem fair or right sometimes. It's so hard to trust the Lord, and in His goodness and love. I do pray that you feel both those in full measure this month.
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